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IC prospective; Feferi Peixes

Character: Feferi Peixes
Canon: Homestuck
Mun: Bubble
Plot specific: N

I am the only one who is seriously excited for the school year? I mean i love summer and spending time with grandma and all, but i really am looking forward to going back!!

I'll feel like something going to happen this year and i can't tell if it will be good or bad, but i know something going to happen, i am excited for whatever is throwing at me!! I will also promise to try my best at all my classes!! and not throw a fit if i am close to failing any!! ...maybe

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Teacher's quidditch match would be fantastic!! You can show them what's Piexes made of!! [She can't help but giggle]

But yes, I am really looking to teaching!! It will be fun to have you around at Hogwarts. I think that's what I am most excited about this year!

[She pauses for a sec to think about it]

Well, i had a few things in mind, maybe try and meet the squid who lives at the both of lake!! Or maybe just and plan a party or something with the other students! ....Although I think I might of gone overboard with planning now.

[sheepish grin.]

But of course. You haven't forgotten I was Slytherin's Seeker back in my day, now have you? I certainly haven't forgotten my way around a broom and a pitch.

[That's a conspiratorial little laugh, though the look on her face gets a bit more serious a moment later.]

Let's see, now. Who will you have? I know I'll be teaching you Astronomy, and if I recall correctly, you'll have Sybille - er, Professor Matteris - for Charms, or is that Professor Vodello? And remind me, will you have Professor Coulson or Mur- Professor Donoghue - for Defense Against the Dark Arts?

My, you certainly do have big plans. Perhaps you should work on your Bubble-Head Charm a bit before you go visiting the squid, hm?

[And then there's that bit of seriousness again.]

...Feferi? There's something I need to talk with you about...

Of course i haven't!! The photos are still in the hallway, remember? From your old school days, there is one with you and your team mates and the Quitditch cup, you have the biggest smile on your face. [She pauses and remembers the photo she has see thousands of times.] I think that's one of my favourites of you from your school days!!

[She jumps on bed to next to her mother and snuggles up to her.]

It certainly looks you really got to know all the teachers at that camp. Seems like you did get along with everyone!! But i have Professor Vodello for Charms and Professor Coulson for Defence Against the Dark Arts!!

[She giggles into her mother's shirt.] Of course i will!!

[Feferi sense can tell that her mother is getting serious now, so she holds her a little tighter, just to show that she is listening.]

What do you need talk about? Is there something wrong?

[A light chuckle.]

Yes, winning the Cup that year was quite the achievement. I can't help but look back and smile.

[Constance nods.]

Professor Coulson is new to the faculty, having come from America just a few weeks ago. I think he's going to be an excellent addition to the staff. He knows the material quite thoroughly. You may well get to meet him before school starts; he's interested in Astronomy and I invited him to come see the observatory here.

Professor Vodello...well. We were rivals, back in our school days, but I won't deny that she certainly knows her subject back and forth. Her methods are a bit unconventional, but I think that you, my bubbly one, will like her a lot.

[She ruffles Feferi's hair a bit.]

I've invited - Professor Donoghue, Murdoc, and his son, Eridan, down to town for a few weeks. Eridan's invited Vriska along. Before they arrive, which won't be for a while, there's something you need to know. I felt it best to tell you and Meenah separately. It's not bad, I promise.

[She takes a picture of herself and Murdoc out of her robes.]

...I was pregnant with the two of you when I married. My husband...was not your father. Murdoc is. The reason I never told him, never married him, was that he was in an arranged marriage with another woman. His wife was also pregnant by the time I was sure. She's since passed away.

You two are old enough - more than old enough; I should have told you a long time ago - to know this.

My husband...he tried to love you as his own, but he couldn't. Every time he looked at you, he saw the wrong eyes.

You should know now, so you can choose whether to meet him or not.

I trust your words Mother, so i am sure both of them will teach me well!!

[As Feferi listens, she feels happy to have some guests over, finally someone other than her sister, as much as she does LOVE her sister, she wants to see others, than her own family before the summer is out.

But as she goes on to mentioned about who her real father is, Feferi is shocked, she doesn't move or speak, she just stays at her mother's side, listening to her and staring at the photo that her mother has in her hands.

Although she never seemed to question who her mother on who her father was. Feferi was always curious about him, when she was little, she would always imagine him to be courageous and heroic, she knew her mother would of never picked a man any less then her. Tho, she would of never guessed it was the grumpy Defence against the Dark Arts teacher. It felted weird knowing that this whole time her father was right under her nose and she had no idea, she didn't feel angry at her mother at it, she was still surprised really.

She takes the photo from the mother's hands and traces her fingers over the photo.

Once she finally founds her voice again, she replies quietly.]

Yes. I would like to meet him.

[Constance is quiet for a few moments.]

He was different then than he is now. We were in the same year, back in school, and we would all pull him out of those books for a while every now and then. His father put a lot of pressure on him, and Merlin knows he needed to blow off the steam. So we'd go out, go flying for a while, try sneaking into the forest, all that. Hard to imagine your straight-laced mother doing that, I bet.

Murdoc went on to be one of the best Aurors the Ministry's ever had. A brave one, to be sure. It's how he got those scars he has.

I...life just took us in different paths, Feferi. I'd assumed he was still married when you and Meenah started at Hogwarts. I didn't know you two had a brother.

[She looks down, away from the picture, away from Feferi, for a moment.]

I was married to my work, threw myself into it because it was...I always wanted to see the stars for myself. I couldn't, after I had the two of you. I've been trying to create a spell that would let one Apparate into space, but to no avail so far.

And I...I owed you two better. You two should have known the story sooner than this. I should have contacted him.

...because now that he knows, he really wants to meet you properly.

[She can't help but giggle at her mother and her Hogwart's years. Tho, it does help shake off the nerves a bit and the old optimistic feferi is slowly coming back.]

Really? You and the professor used to run around Hogwarts? I could never imagine both of you making trouble at Hogwarts, always thought you were a more A grade student, keep your head in the book and only ever come out of them for Quidditch!

[Although, with that serious tone back again, feferi knew what that means and she wanted to reach out to her mother and tell her that everything was ok, so she reaches out to hold her hand. and also, gives some confidence back into her mother.]

Mum, I am not blaming you for not telling me or Meenah who our father was, it was a hard position you were in, both of you were in, it was the right decision to make at the time. So, please don't kick yourself for the decision you made, I believe you made the right one.

I don't think I could wish I was unborn, but i am really sorry that you weren't able to see the stars because of me. I mean with one door closing another opens right? I am sure you will find a way to see the stars one day!

[She lays her head on her mother's shoulder.]

So please Mum, don't kick yourself forever over this, my family has always been you, Grandma, and Meenah and I couldn't ask for a better family.

But yeah, i would like to meet him too, i mean i don't except him to the father i never had, but i would like to get to know him and Eridan as well.

Edited 2012-07-19 03:22 (UTC)

Oh, we never made any trouble we'd get caught doing. But everyone has to blow off steam somehow.

[And that's her sweet girl. It doesn't seem right, that Feferi should be the one to comfort her, rather than the other way round, so Constance just pulls her into a hug.]

Feferi, love, I don't ever regret having you and your sister, so don't think that for a moment. Not for a moment. What I do regret is not being around as much as I ought to have been when you were younger. We should have been more of a family.

[She'll kiss the top of her daughter's head.]

But now is the time for mending bridges, as best I can. I'll go on and make those arrangements, and let you know when it's all set.

[She hugs her mother back, since she missed them a lot for most of her childhood, she will take as many as she can get now.]

Ok, well you can't change what happens in the past, but we can be a family now and that's what most important, right? I did miss having you around when i was little and all, but like i said, we can't change that now. So why not make a better future? And you are obviously trying to work towards it now, so i am sure we can do this together!!

[She gives her mother the biggest smile possible.]

Besides, we can make great memories now, so that even if you did miss a lot of my childhood, you can think about all the great times we are sharing now!!

Tho, should i know anything about my father, before i meet him? [She is curious about him after all.]

That's right, sweetheart. We can and we will. That's a promise, Feferi.

[Constance gives Feferi another kiss to the top of her head.]

Well, there's one important thing. He has a son about your age, named Eridan. You two are in the same year.

The other thing...he wants very much to be there for you, and he's very nervous about it. Almost as nervous as I am, to be honest.

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IC prospective; Feferi Peixes

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<33333 (also feel free to BS her teachers ahaha)

hahaha now my tags are just getting too long...

no such thing as too long

now here comes all of the feeeelings

all these feels, why can't I hold them

Its ok, cause i cannot handle them either

;A;

-hooooolds-

/clings